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Dear friend, my sister went through a deep trial 20 years ago during
which she submerged herself in God's Word and compiled an extensive
notebook categorizing and hand copying all the Scriptural passages that
tell about God: Who He is, what He is like, and how He responds to us.
It was that study that gave her joy and peace no matter what came her
way, even terminal cancer for both herself and her husband. If you want
to know more about her life, her present condition and her God, I invite
you to read her book Hope For Those Who Hurt.
My Prayer for My Sister, Jeanne Tomlinson
Based on God's names and character, "The Alpha and Omega", A to Z
by Judy Rose
– May 2000 –
Dear Lord,
You, the Ancient of Days, who knows and controls the future, who only
allows things to come our way that You intend to work for our good in
conforming us to the image of Christ, remind Jeanne that she is Accepted
in the Beloved circle of your love on the basis of Jesus Christ death in
her place, and that she may come boldly into your presence as her
"Abba Father". May she rest in the fact that You are Almighty
and that You are in control of all the events of her life. Help her to
rejoice that You are the Author and Finisher of her faith and that these
present difficulties will reap a great recompense of reward as she
clings to You through them. At each point, when tiredness or weakness
threaten her security, let her remember that You are her Advocate who
pleads her case before the Father.
Feed her spirit with more of yourself as her all sustaining Bread of
Life that satisfies as nothing else can. Remind her that You, the
Bridegroom, stand at the door, and this is your process of washing her
with the water of the Word so that she will be presented to You
"glorious,.. without spot or wrinkle or any such thing". When
nights seem long and dark, may You be her Bright and Morning Star,
reminding her that a new day is coming, the eternal day promised in your
Word.
Let her rest in the boat during this storm, knowing that You, who calmed
the wind and the sea so long ago, are the Captain of our Salvation. And
when difficult decisions must be made, don't let the pressures of
others force her into choosing on the basis of their knowledge, but
remind her that You are her wonderful Counselor who gives wisdom to
those who ask for it in faith, for You alone are the Creator and your
wisdom is past understanding. You, the promised Christ, are the
Cornerstone on which she has built her life. Continue to be the bedrock
of her security, and to give her a peace that passes understanding.
When those around her run dry of encouragements, let her draw deeply
from You, the Dayspring from on High, so that not only her own thirst
will be quenched, but she will have "streams of living water coming
from her innermost being" to share with others. As her Deliverer,
give her strength to lift the shield of faith which will quench all of
Satan's lies that come as fearful fiery darts to her mind. You are
the Door of the Sheep by which she may go in and out to find pasture to
restore her soul.
Everlasting Father who loves to give good gifts to your children, draw
her into your arms, as a loving earthly father comforts his beloved
child when she is hurt. You are Eternal, and You can pour into each
fleeting hour eons of loving thought and provision. Let her rest on the
knowledge that there are no emergencies with You.
O, Father of Mercies, we are thankful that your merciful kindness is
great towards us, and that your mercy is everlasting! May she never
doubt your goodness. You are the Friend that sticketh closer than a
brother. Be there for her during the nights when no visitors are
allowed, then allow her to be a channel to your love in the days ahead,
as the Friend of Sinners, to other lonely hearts around her.
You are the God of all patience and consolation. One day we will
understand when we no longer "see through a glass darkly". Give
her the ability to see more clearly than the rest of us, to see by faith
your goodness and faithfulness, as she proceeds onto this storm. I thank
you that you have been Gracious to her in giving her "grace to help
in time of need." I trust that you will continue to give her grace
for each new day.
As the head of the woman is the man, and the Head of the man is Christ,
I ask You to give Howie, her head and husband, strength of faith. Feed
him with rich truths and promises from your word that he may then feed
to Jeanne. Give him the privilege of covering her with prayer. But we
know that You alone are her High Priest. You, who suffered in the flesh
more than any man, are "touched with the feeling of her
infirmity." We trust you to not give her more suffering than she is
able to bear.
The future looks cloudy, but help her to live in the present, with you
as her I AM , the eternal present one who meets each present need.
Remind her that you are Immanuel, "God with us". And although
God as "Spirit" sometimes seems intangible in our minds, You
have given us Christ who is the Image of the Invisible God. We see
Christ through your Word and are drawn to You through Him. And since it
is only in this earthly life when she can experience You in suffering
and find You faithful, give her the ability to thank You that she will
enter into Paul's great desire, "That I may know Him, and the
power of His resurrection, and the fellowship of His suffering, being
conformed to His death."
Jesus, You who proved your love by coming to earth to die in our place,
help Jeanne to trust in You as the Just One, when life seems unfair.
Remind her that what looks unloving in the short term is motivated by
great love when viewed from eternity. You, the Judge of the Universe,
have already poured out all the just penalty for her sins on Christ. May
she never allow guilt or feelings of unworthiness to cloud her enjoyment
of her complete acceptance with You on the merits of Jesus Christ.
You are the King of Kings! We look forward to when your kingdom will
be set up on Earth. Give Jeanne the thrill of knowing that what she is
gaining through this trial will equip her to rule with all believers
under Christ as King during that thousand year reign. Help her hold
strong to the truth that You are her Keeper, so that she may boldly say,
"I know whom I have believed, and am persuaded that He is able, to
keep that which I've committed unto Him against that day!"
We remember You as the Lamb of God who died in our place. You proved
that You are the Lover of our Soul on the cross. Encourage Jeanne that
she is "loved with an everlasting love" and that "underneath
are the everlasting arms". She has submitted to You as her Lord,
accepting your leading through this "valley of the shadow". Now,
as the Light of the World, light her darkness, the times when nothing
makes sense. Remind her that she does not need to see ahead, she just
needs to keep her eyes on You, knowing that you see it all.
I take comfort in knowing that You are a Man of Sorrows and acquainted
with grief and that You are the Merciful High Priest who is interceding
for her at the throne of grace. But You are also her Master, the Mighty
God who is in control of the details of her life. I thank You that you
have given us your promise that all these things You are working
together for her good, and that through them You are conforming her to
the image of Christ, resulting in great joy and blessing for her in
eternity.
I know that You are Nigh unto all who call upon You in truth, and as
this prayer is firmly rooted in your unchanging character as revealed in
your word, I know that You hear me and that You will grant all these
petitions.
Only Wise God, who brings to nothing the wisdom of the mighty of this
world, show yourself strong through answered prayer so that the medical
staff around her will know that they are but men. You are the One in
Whom we live and move and have our being. Encourage her that everything
about her circumstance is overshadowed by your loving control, and that
she is not at the mercy of current medical knowledge.
And as her Great Physician, anoint her with the balm of Gilead: Your
soothing presence, sustaining power, and healing. We are acutely aware
that we are mortal, and that it is appointed unto man once to die. We do
not ask for immortality here, but as our Prince of Peace, we ask that
You give Jeanne a peace that passes understanding. She has demonstrated
to all around her that unto those who believe, You are Precious for You
have given us many great and precious promises, and You are the only
true Promise (covenant) Keeper.
Jeanne does not face the possibility of death with fear, for You are a
Quickening Spirit, and You will resurrect her frail mortal body and will
change it to immortality. We just ask that she be able to finish her
course with joy, and that You will strengthen and sustain her until her
work here is completed.
Our great assurance is that You are the Resurrection and the Life. And
as you demonstrated victory over death, we know that in You, we shall
live also. Until that day You, as the great Redeemer, are Reconciling
the lost through us as Your ambassadors. One day soon You will Rule this
world as the Righteous Judge. It is upon this Rock that Jeanne's
faith is built.
May she have the joy of seeing some, who witness her life, drawn to You
as their Savior. Give her songs in the night through the still, small
voice of your Spirit, and as her Good Shepherd, guide her to the green
pastures of feeding on your promises, and the quiet waters of trusting
You, until you appear as the Sun of Righteousness with healing in your
wings.
Let her remember that You are Truth, even though her feelings may cry
out that You don't see or don't care, help her say, as one woman
said so long ago, Thou God Seest Me and may she remember that You are
Touched with the feelings (pain) of our infirmity. As You "learned
obedience" by the things in which You suffered when on the world, be
her Teacher in suffering so that this trial of faith may produce
patience, experience, hope and a heart overflowing with your love, as
she reflects on what You willingly suffered for us. You are the True
Vine, the source of all her spiritual fruitfulness. Let her experience
the wonder of abundant fruit (love, joy, peace, gentleness, patience,
kindness, goodness, faith, gentleness and self-control) during this time
when she may feel barren because of the physical limitations for
service.
I am far away, and feel helpless to relieve her distress, but it is so
comforting knowing that Underneath are the Everlasting Arms and that
your Understanding is limitless.
I am amazed that You, the unfathomable God who inhabits eternity, are
mindful of us and Visit us. You are our Very Present Help in times of
trouble. This world is full of injustice and cruelty, but You have said
"Vengeance is Mine, I will repay". We look forward to that day
when You, as Victor, will make a new heaven and earth where
righteousness dwells. Give Jeanne comfort as she looks forward to all
You have prepared for her.
As the Living Word, take the passages of Scripture that she has hidden
in her heart, and make them come to life through these new twists and
turns in her experience. Be her Water of Life, when the broken cisterns
of the world offer no hope. Let her feast on the fact that You are
Worthy to be Praised and that one day she will rejoice in your Wisdom,
for it is not in man to direct his way, but You know the way that she
takes, and when You have tried her, she shall come forth as gold.
If we could get a glimpse of the eXceeding Greatness of Your Power
and your eXcellent Majesty, we would fall at your feet and marvel
that You Yearn Over Us, like a loving parent. And just as was said of
You when You cleansed the temple, the "Zeal of Thine House hath
eaten me up", so we can trust by faith that You are Zealous to guard
our bodies, which are the temple of the Holy Spirit, for your purposes
and your glory. Guard Jeanne's body temple and accomplish your
perfect will through her life,
For Thine is the Kingdom, and the Power, and the Glory forever.
We ask this in the name of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ, Amen.
By her sister who loves her
and loves her God,
Judy Rose
(I hope this prayer helps you in praying for those you love who are in
any trial. Besides the names of God which are highlighted in bold, many
of the phrases in this prayer are taken directly from Scripture. He has
given us many great and precious promises by which we may lay hold on
Him!)
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